Weekly Diary : Week 24
17 November 2025 (Monday) to 23 November 2025 (Sunday) : The Week Everything Got Too Real
I didn’t note down anything this week. Not a single line. I didn’t even follow my to-do list, the one where I had written “revision” in big, bold letters. Instead, I quietly stopped writing those 6 pages in first-person POV and switched to practicing quotes and dialogues—just like Mister Stranger suggested. He said it would help me understand internal monologues better.
But this week wasn’t just about writing.
Something else happened too.
Something I wish wasn’t familiar… but it is.
My parents. Again.
But this time, it feels serious. Very serious. They’re talking about parting away from each other. I don’t know when it will happen, but I can sense that it will be soon. And the strangest part? They both look genuinely serious this time.
I’m writing all of this—the missed blogs of Week 22 and Week 23, and now Week 24—while sitting in the college library on 22 November 2025, a Saturday. Today’s college timing was 11:15 am to 2:30 pm because of Traditional Day.
I don’t know whether I should feel happy or sad.
Happy—because I didn’t feel anything. Because if they separate, I’ll get to learn so many things: time management, handling my personal time, balancing college with household chores.
But sad—because I didn’t feel anything. Who doesn’t feel anything when their parents are talking about separating?
I always wished that nothing should affect me… but now? I don’t even know what to say, what to think, or what to write.
Right now, I’ve decided something: I’ll use AI—yes, ChatGPT—for writing and editing. It makes things faster, so I’ll use it.
And I know people hate writers who use AI. So I’m abandoning myself as a writer. I’m not a writer anymore. If letting go of that identity makes things easier, then fine… I’ll let it go.
But I’ll be honest with Mister Stranger. I’ll tell him I’ve been using AI, so there’s transparency. After that, it’s up to him whether he wants to continue helping me with accountability or not. After all, who would want to help someone who can’t even write without AI?
Let’s see what happens next.
Something else clicked in my mind today—I realized how I can use this website for my benefit.
I’m sure this website can benefit me in another way too, and I’m ready to take full advantage of it.
Tomorrow is Sunday, and I’ve decided I’ll note down all my expenses. I want everything aligned, everything in my favor.
Things are getting interesting now.
